Through my marathon training I had struggled not only with my mental health but also physically with low iron causing low energy, being ill and tired and causing me to have more panic attacks leaving me struggling to breathe and raising my heart rate. All of this being exaggerated by eating problems, so when it was getting closer to the big day, I had thoughts of backing out of the marathon but reminded myself why I was doing it.
It was not just for myself but for others too, and the charity I had chosen which was Changes Health and Wellbeing (mental health and distress services) as this charity has helped me through the years, and I wanted others to be aware that they are not alone and there is help out there. I also didn’t want others to feel the way I felt and what I was experiencing and wanted this to help them, so I kept at it.